I've just accomplished three things that have been hanging over my head for two months now. I'm happy about this and feel like I should do something fun because I am so close to being totally caught up with my life, but I feel bored because...
I don't really feel like doing any of the things that normally occupy my time. They're not as exciting right now, because I've just finished such huge things. Also, there are still a few more things that I need to do. Actually, there are about six things for me to do, and I can do each of these six things before my next appointment (scheduled event) which is tongiht at 7:30. One of these six things is something that needs to be done for this appointment. The other five things are things that I can procrastinate on some more.
The annoying thing is that I am so accostomed to having a number of things in the background that I need to do that I am actually kind of afraid of getting everything done. I could easily do all that I need to do before 7:30 tonight. That would mean that when I get home tonight at 10:30 or 11:00 I could go to bed completely done with everything. I would wake up and go to class, then go home again and not have anything pressing to do except driving back to Fort Myers. Once I get there I can accomplish everything that is hanging over my head there too. This is exactly what I've been wanting and praying for for so long, and it is all within my grasp, but I am honestly kind of afraid to get there.
What's wrong with me?